'You were predestined to a splendid martyrdom'
Lucknow
29 September 1929
My beloved Jawahar:
I wonder if in the whole of India there was yesterday
a producer heart than your father's or a heavier heart than yours.
Mine was the peculiar position of sharing in almost equal measure
both his pride and your pain. I lay awake until late into the
night thinking of the significance of the words I had used so
often in reference to you, that you were predestined to a splendid
martyrdom. As I watched your face while you were being given the
rousing ovation on your election, I felt I was envisaging both
the Coronation and the Crucifixion - indeed the two are inseparable
and almost synonymous in some circumstances and some situations:
they are synonymous today especially for you, because you are
so sensitive and so fastidious in your spiritual response and
reaction and you will suffer a hundred-fold more poignantly than
men and women of less fine fibre and less vivid perception and
apprehension, in dealing with the ugliness of weakness, falsehood,
backsliding, betrayal... all the inevitable attributes of weakness
that seeks to hide its poverty by aggressive and bombastic sound...
However I have an abiding faith in your incorruptible sincerity
and passion for liberty and though you said to me that you felt
you had neither the personal strength nor a sufficient backing
to put your own ideas and ideals into effect under the turmoilsof so burdensome an office. I feel that you have been given a
challenge as well as offered a tribute: and it is the challenge
that will transmute and transfigure all your noblest qualities
into dynamic force, courage and vision and wisdom. I have no fear
in my faith.
In whatever fashion it is possible for me to help
you or serve you in your tremendous and almost terrible task,
you know you have but to ask...if I can give no more concrete
help, I can at least give you full measure of understanding and
affection...and though, as Khalil Gibran says, "The vision
of one man lends not its wings to another man", yet I believe
that the invincible faith of one's spirit kindles the flame of
another in radiance that illumines the world...
Your loving friend and sister,
Sarojini Naidu
The letter was written on Nehru's election as Congress president at Lahore.
'Remember Liberty is the ultimate crown of all your sacrifice'
The Mahatma's Camp
Calcutta
13 November 1937
My very dear Jawahar:
I am writing from the modern version of the Tower
of Babel. The Little Man is sitting unconcernedly eating spinach
and boiled marrow while the world ebbs and flows about him breaking
into waves of Bengali, Gujarati, English and Hindi. Bidhan and
his colleagues are in despair over his stubborn indocility as
regards his health. He is really ill... not only in his brittle
bones and thinning blood but in the core of his soul...the
most lonely and tragic figure of his time... India's man of
destiny on the edge of his own doom...
To you, the other man of destiny, I am sending a
birthday greeting... It will not reach you in time because
of intervening eyes that must scan your correspondence. I have
been watching you these two years with a most poignant sense of
your suffering and loneliness, knowing that it cannot be otherwise.
What shall I wish you for the coming year? Happiness?
Peace? Triumph? All these things that men hold supremely dear are
but secondary things to you...almost incidental... I wish
you, my dear... unflinching faith and unfaltering courage in
your via cruces that all must tread who seek freedom and hold
it more precious than life... not personal freedom but the
deliverance of a nation from bondage. Walk steadfastly and along
that steep and perilous path... if sorrow and pain and loneliness
be your portion. Remember Liberty is the ultimate crown of all
your sacrifice... but you will not walk alone.
Your loving,
Sarojini
A letter to Tagore
Excerpted from Sarojini Naidu: Selected Letters 1890s to 1940s, selected and edited by Makrand Paranjape, Kali for Women, 1996, Rs 400, with the publisher's permission. Readers interested in buying a copy of the
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